Beyond Repair

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One

He never had a future

He was only in third grade

Two

She had her whole life before her

Until that fateful day

Three

He could have been somebody

But he threw it all away

Four

Okay we get it now

Stop trying to explain.

But

Going backwards now

Back to number

Three

Why we need strangers

To say who we could be?

And two,

It was only once,

A stupid, stupid thing.

One

No one cared to explain

Until it was too late

So why now

Instead of then?

What's with the delay?

If we had been told sooner

This may not have taken place.

You could have saved our futures...

But, no.

You had to wait.

I am purple

You are blue

I am the sock

And you, the shoe

I am love

And you are hate

I am the lock

And you, the gate

You are the stick

And I the gong

I am right

While you are wrong

You are the seed

And I am the flower

You are the minute

And I, the hour

You are night

While I am day

You are here

While I am away

We are opposites

But can't you see?

Without one, the other

Cannot be.

To unknown

My dear...

I don't know who you are

Or what time you live in

But I do know

That somewhere

Somehow

In some way

Someone loves you.

May be a friend

Or a lover

But just remember

That you are loved.

So take this small piece of advice

Even if you do not use it:

There is someone out there

That you love.

Be them a friend

Or more than that

But whoever they are

Tell them.

Even if you only love them as a friend

Let them know

That you are there for them.

And I promise you

That someday

Someone

In some way

Will return the favor.

I feel trapped

Like I can't escape

And lost

I can't find my way

So complicated

And yet so plain

Bleeding

I can't take the pain

Sinking 

Into my thoughts

Screaming

The silence cuts

How can

It end like this

A puzzle

That does not fit

Trying

To find the words

Stepping

On where it hurts

Can't seem

To find my way

I just

Can't take the

Pain

Twisted

I am

And I scream

And I fall

And I fade

Into nothingness

But I bleed

And I feel

And I breathe

Just like you

Unlike you

Not you

Me.

I think I am losing my mind (this sounded better in there)

I think I am losing my mind

Mind you, I'm not always

Always, you promised

Promised but lied

Lied on the deathbed of

Of what is your heart made

Made me drown in thoughts

Thoughts can lie

Lie to me, you thought you

You are the reason for

For what am I being punished

Punished, my mind won't

Won't you let me go

Go to the room full of

Of life, of death, of every

Every time you said

Said I was the reason

Reason means nothing

Nothing is everything

Everything was a lie

Lie on your grave, you

You and I

I think I am losing my mind...

This is.

This is what I am

This is who I will be

This is who I have been

This is why it's true

This is why I hurt

This is why I hide

This is what I know

This I'm sure will die

This is how I think

This is what I'm sure of

This is who I know

No more will be loved

This is why I hate 

This is why I lie

This is me and you

And that is why I cry.